friend loves at all times

i was on my way to work this morning and i chance upon four elementary school girls on the road in the middle of nowhere. i wondered why aren't they in school. and as i approached them i came to reminisce about my old elementary school days, that was 19 years ago. and me and my friends were just like them in a way. wandering around in the campus (when there's no class), frolicking and just hanging out together..
after all, that's what friends suppose to do, right? hang out together, meet every chance that they have, and spend time..
but it's me that had stripped off of that privilege with my friends. it's my fault we're all drowning in memories past. or is it just me?
i hope there will be time to make amends.
i hope we could all hang out together again.
i hope to seek forgiveness and acceptance..

(from clubs.marist.edu)