Wishes

I wish i didn't close my eyes when we're going through the winding road to Pangasinan.
I wish i let you sleep in my room when you wanted to when we got back from Lupao falls and that night before we go to Isabela.
I wish i didn't left you in bed that morning when i woke up with sore left side. I wish i could've just turn and spoon you instead.
I wish i said 'yes' when you said lets go to that denuded hill.