have you seen me?

i always wonder what it would be like if i see him again.
i always wonder what would i do or how would i act if he's right there in front of me.
and i always thought that i would smile at him, wave or just plain look at him.
but today i found myself not doing anything.
not even close to what i imagined.
when i saw him, i panicked, i looked away and even turned my back on him.
and now i'm asking myself why am i regretting it?
because maybe deep inside of me i wanted to smile at him, or wave at him or just look at him and memorize the face that i was once so caught up with.
now i'm even wishing to have another chance to see him again.
and perhaps when that time comes, i'll be brave enough to do even just one of the things that i wanted to do.
or perhaps even do all of it at once.
there is only one thing that i wanted to know right now.
have you seen me?