Tick tock

24 more minutes
Until I'm done pretending...

The big D

Denial...
In the face of reality...
A potion for misery...

Smile

Will i ever see you smile again? I will miss seeing you smile, knowing somehow I'm the reason behind it.

Dreaming awake

I close my eyes to chase that dream before it will be forever erased in my memory.  Only to be awakened by the reality that it's all been but a dream all along.

Movie night

Sometimes i wish my life were like that of a movie, where conflicts are resolved just by showing up and saying a few lines, where the girl gets the boy in a 5 minute time lapse, where things work out before your drink is through. But I don’t live in studios, and my life is not a movie. My life continues to happen even after the one and a half hours required time of running. 

Heart’s a mess

My heart is badly breaking right now. 

And no matter how rational you argue with it, it just wouldn’t stop bleeding. 

I know how it hurts so bad right now, but one month, six months, one year from now, be assured that it wouldn’t hurt as much anymore. Just hang in there. 

For Mommy Julie on Mother's Day 2014