Postulated Notions

Assuming is like treading on dangerous mine-embedded grounds.  Or swimming on deep water where you can drown. It postulates things that aren't present.  It presupposes things that aren't really there.  

out of the way

I went biking this morning to somehow burn three servings of Pancit and a slice of Brazo de Mercedes that i willingly chow down yesterday.  I have this unperturbed notion that after biking 4 km i could run two sets around the track field without having to catch my breath.  But when i got to CLSU,  my tongue is hanging out of my mouth. I decided (against my desire) to leave plan a and just bike around the campus (and leave the track field to other fitness freaks).  A while later, a good-looking guy in an unregistered motor cycle ride past me but keep on looking behind his shoulder at me. And as I biked along, he circled around and approached me and asked me if the bike I was using was rented. I told him no and that it was mine. We left it at that... And on my way home I was beating myself that I haven’t done anything to somehow linger in the conversation.  The opportunity to know and have a new acquaintance--and a guy at that-- presented itself and I was too bloody shy to even carry out a decent conversation. I should have done something, anything, to get to know the good-looking guy. What a waste! And the unforgiving thing about it is that it’s because of me, my own fault, my own lack of self-esteem. At least I have an experience should other similar situation may arise, i have, hopefully, the capacity to execute smoothly whatever discourse might take place.

e-stalker

I decided to put up a Twitter account because of one reason only -- the guy i liked is on Twitter.  I'm an e-stalker of this lovely guy i met personally July of 2012 on a product launch.  And today i found  out  that he has a blogspot account too, which means only one thing -- more ways to e-stalk him.  That may sound creepy but hey - he's the one who's broadcasting his profiles.  What else could a love-at-first-sight-struck girl like me could do but to look for him on line?  And one of the glorious perks of having an internet connection is to be updated on his profiles and know him more! Convenient, living a life vicariously.  

I realized something as i was thinking about him.  I once liked a guy like him.  Is this a pattern?  I like color men.  Hmmmmm....

Well, catch you later, and hope to bump into you here or on Twitter soon.